Mental Diarrhea....arghhh

You command my attention
and back me into a wall
All I see is you.
Then you leave the room
quickly - you have other things to do.

I am drowning in the intensity of your gaze.
Then the droplet breaks, and for a split second:
That smile.
My wandering eyes - unfocused
pretending not to care.

I am strong,
calculating,
analytical.
But all I see
Is you.