This week, I have been QUITE uninspired. Maybe it’s the oppressive work load, but really, I do not feel like squeezing every precious moment out of life recently. I just want to stay afloat and not let myself err too far from what I ought to be doing. Harp, for example. I haven’t sat down to practice more than an hour for almost two weeks. That is…unacceptable. Terrible! How could I let my one defining trait in life drop? I feel so guilty. But yet...when I do sit down, I’m always distracted and can never really get in a solid, productive practice time. Ah me. Do not get me wrong; I love harp more than anything. It is ecstasy; it is love, it is beauty, it is bliss. There is not a more beautiful sound produced in this human world. Wow I sound so narcissistic. I need to practice. So badly. For 5 hours.
Yet everything always drags me down.
But in the end, I’m always back again. What a meaningless post. This better not become a pattern. I have been so uninspired..I can't even write poetry at all. :(
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